Sunday, July 24, 2005
half dead
woke up at 730 to get rdy for a workshop inthe west. thx to foo who gave me a ride to n fro. slept since 1pm till 7am this morning to get rdy for monring prayers. 18hrs of slp. well who could beat tt? no lunch n dinner too! half haf thru the morning prayers, i felt sick. the stubborn me ignored the symptons. at the end of the session, i was seeing starts alrady. i felt faint. i felt soft. i felt my soul leaving me. mum attributed it to no food so i had bfast there. still feelign weak, dad fetched me to see a doc. omg, much to my horror, the doc suspected tt i was pregnant. the symptoms of vomitting in the morning n aft lunch since some wks ago n the giddiness i had this morning made the doc tell me this. i was more than positive tt i am NOT! well will heed doc's advice to go polyclinic tmr for more tests. the ref letter says tt i deny prgnancy! wtf! i know i am def NOT!...then he suspected diabetes. oh well...the tests tmr will tell...we shall see...
gonna miss choy, emm, lav n nel. the rm will be much quiet tmr. less familiar faces. no jokes n less laughters. but i found 2 idols. edgar managed to do up a class blog n amos did a ppt for his english lesson.
but there's something missing still. sigh...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
4:14 pm
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